I've been up and down these last 2 days thinking about this guy I never met. Something about the whole thing just really bothers me. Hearing his brother's confusion earlier today even brought tears to my eyes. I don't know. I've been hearing the name Lighty for 10+ years now. About all the deals, and the work ethic and the ethos of the man. Then you hear he put a gun to his head after a fight with his ex-wife and his kids down the street playing at the park. I'm just sad.